Archive | August, 2015

And the Lord Said…

31 Aug

Heavenly Sun Beams

St. Augustine wrote in his “Confessions:”

“I have tasted you, and now I hunger and thirst for more. You have touched me, and I burn for your peace.”

An Allegory

I sat and fumed about the violence and wickedness in the world. I was angry and afraid and I felt hatred for those who created such havoc.

Somehow, at some point, I began to realize that my anger, hatred and fear were part of the problem.

I thought I heard a voice say:

“Do you love as I love? Or is hatred your response to my love for you and for everyone I have created–even for those who do evil and for those whom you have hated?”

Then, I had to admit that utter folly was my self-righteous judgment of others.

“Lord, my God, have mercy on me!”

The comforting whisper came again:

“I love you.” Then:

“I want you to bring my love to others.”

I balked:

“I cannot. I am not wise enough, not learned enough. And besides, I am a sinner.”

Then there was a grave, deep and still silence. I longed to hear God speak to me. So, I began to pray, over and over again:

“Please Lord, help me. Direct me. Save me.”

At last the Lord said:

“It is so easy to help others come to me. Just love them as I love you. Live for them, work for them, die to self for them—and for me.

“As I have so clearly said, the one who keeps his life will lose it; the one who loses his life for my sake will keep it.”

I asked:

“Dear God, How can I share my faith in my own home, with my neighbors?

“They know the real me.

“How can I, a sinner, share your love?”

The Lord of salvation said:

“I love you. I have redeemed you, as well as those who do harm to others.

“You belong right where you are among family, friends and coworkers.

“I am with you. Do not fear and wonder what to say. The Spirit will tell you what to say.”

Once again, in blessed silence, came the Great Truth:

“The Lord God is with me!”

Now, I no longer suffer that lonely silence.

I hear him in the cry of the poor, the groans of the imprisoned, the voices of my wife, children and friends.

I hear him in the Scriptures and the moans of the sick.

I hear him in the gurgling laughter of toddlers.

Now, I know:

“Where I am, he is, and where he is, I am also meant to be.”

Today, I pray with great joy,

“Oh Lord, my God, I do love you!”

The Holy Spirit caresses my heart and soothes my soul.

“Divine Mercy, I trust in you!”

Oh, blessed peace!

The Holy Whisper came again:

“Wonderful, is it not? But you have only tasted the beauty of my love. You will thirst for more. And there is so much more—so much more.”

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Just Who Are We?

19 Aug

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I mean, as “Church,” just who are we?

Well, indeed, with my fellow parishioners I proclaim we are St. Mary Magdalen Parish (and, we probably think, with “humble pride,” the best of the best parishes).

And you might say the same about your own parish. After all, the local parish is where we Catholics learn about and celebrate our salvation won for us by the passion, death and resurrection of Jesus.

However, I cannot stop there; nor can I stop with the fact that here in Central Florida we belong to the Diocese of Orlando.

“There has to be more,” silently urges the soul.

St. Paul writes that God the Father “has put all things under Christ’s feet and made him, thus exalted, head of the Church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills the universe in all its parts” (Eph 1:22).[i]

This verse from Ephesians stopped me one morning as I prayed The Liturgy of the Hours. I sensed a deep peace—and, yes, joy—as I reflected on “the Church, which is his body the fullness of him who fills the universe in all its parts.”

That’s who we are—the fullness of Christ. For “in him, and with him and through him”[ii] we become the living Gospel. Each of us is called to be a tabernacle of his Real Presence in the world and in God’s entire creation.

In Christ, all things are “under our feet,” for we are the “body of Christ, the fullness of him who fills the universe in all its parts.”

So great an honor, is it not? To be Christ to the world, to reflect the divine light of God in the darkness of fear, despair, unbelief, hopelessness and indifference.

Honor? Yes. But remember, we are his disciples and that’s the only way we share in his mission and glory.

If we are to share his honor and the glory, we have to do what Jesus the Christ tells us:

“Then Jesus said to his disciples, ‘Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it’” Jn 16:24-25).[iii]

 And here’s where the rubber meets the road.

 

[i] NAB, copyright 1970, 1973, 1975, international Committee on English in the Liturgy, Inc., taken from The Liturgy of the Hours, Book IV, p. 1519.

[ii] From the Eucharistic Prayer at Mass.

[iii] NAB, Confraternity of Christian Doctrine, 1970.